"user friendly"

• manipulable
• manageable
• easy

such very "light" terms to define the harshness of your existence. i'm upset because you have caused much trouble to a lot of people. i may be just a haze in your thinking, but i would never let it pass me by -- just like that. i can't believe the saying "first impressions, last" still make a great impact nowadays. but yeah. on you. on me. my view point on you since day one never changed a bit. i somehow recoiled that thought, asked God for forgiveness on such evil thought. and i pleaded Him to forgive me for ever thinking about it, and hoped to get well with you, even for just a simple gesture. but i somehow, failed. and i couldn't understand the heaviness in my heart. until the very day i found out how big a leech you are. harsh of me to say that. but yeah. i guess i know, WE know that your kind really doesn't change much even after whatever providence you've crossed upon. i wanted to help you get up -- but i couldn't. tell me i'm biased. yes. loyalty counts. in whatever ways i want to hear, i know you lured on the bad side. you hit it hard. *ugh!* i actually have been praying about you, the thought, the act, the fact, the scene... i have fought my own battle of not hating you. well, i don't. i'm just sooooo upset of you -- and the likes of you. so stop it. stop whatever plans you have in mind in the coming days. back off from my family, my friends & everyone i love. don't wait 'til we're all fed up with you -- and the likes of you. i think we've done a great help to shed off that generational sin your holding on to. but you're just docking your head out like you haven't been shot with a sharp spear. planting a good faux facade. hypocrisy. *ugh!* get off. straighten up. and whip your head hard. or... you want me to do it for you? by all means, i will. certainly, i will. my pleasure. *grrr!*