u want to get faked?

for a little while, i tried to keep it low. i tried to keep my silence, stepped back and be numb for whatever there is. it tickles me often to hear things, and see things that i would commonly i react upon. just so when i decided to keep things for myself, i hid everything in my pandora's box, when all the rage and some mischievous upbeats soar up.

i closed it in my heart because i want to live happily, and peacefully. but. i don't understand why. i don't see the point. and i can't get in the world of fakeness, hypocrisy & confusion. what is it that SOME people really want to happen? they're recklessly starting a brawl, don't you think? i think. i believe. and even if a person would ask him/herself, that person would really want to have the RIGHT to share in their thoughts or opinions. but why? why can't SOME people accept somebody else's?

jealously is nowhere in sight, im happy the way i am and the person i have become. thank you. so why get in the way for the Nth time? once i say i'm fine -- i really am fine. when i say it's over -- it's over. why dig in, again? what's the purpose?

hatred & grudge is also not a thing. it's not in me, not in my system. i brutally am ME. but when someone brutally hits on me, the longest issue it would stay in my head would be a week. it won't be forgotten, yeah, by just a click, but it doesn't linger on.

we get criticized as often as we don't like it, and that's a fact. but those are not signs of weakness, or something u can tell the up high to cast a curse on those who hit you. even if somehow i would want to impose that one should not scatter the matter, but hey, that's your freedom of right. so go on. just my point -- why can't u handle it yourself and FACE with all courage the person you have to settle issues with? hmm..

oh well.. you just can't please everybody all the time, but.. talk what you preach ;p

smile.
have a happy life.
be pretty.
be gorgeous.
be awesome.
live life.
reach up to your dreams.
don't hold on.
have your own personal strength.
and -- LEARN.

i hope this would be the last.