*rar!*

*rar!*
....is. forever gone. alright guys? zipppp! cut in the throat. delete! erase. hehe .. well, i did it for some reason i sensed it leaked somehow. i don't know why & i don't know how it happened. but i know it kinda did.. i'm tired and overly exhausted of the issue. so im draining it out of my system. i want to be numb about it from this day, forward ;p i think, yet, the best way to get through. there are just too many people. too crowded. i feel suffocated. and now, it's time to breathe.. hopefully, of a fresher air. and i think i'm loving the feeling of being in an isolated world, where i could choose to be with people who i know are trustworthy enough to be my real friends. i'm not saying i don't trust you no more --- but i just choose to zip it. my bubble wrap bursted out of confusion and rage. and i don't want that to happen, ever again. so, for myself to be free of worry and doubts -- i choose to be numb. ice. freezer. snow. numb. leprosy. numb. numb. numb. i don't hate anybody. i just want to be numb. *wah!* too much hypocrisy could kill. haha. and it's just not circulating. sensitivity kills bad too. believe me. so i would rather be numb than feel everything. Oh dear Lord. we've talked about it. yeah? pride is the chicken to which a dog could not swallow. but i'm not a dog. haha. yeah. so i choose to be numb. . .a root canaled tooth at that. but not discolored. haha. *numb!*