for a little while, i tried to keep it low. i tried to keep my silence, stepped back and be numb for whatever there is. it tickles me often to hear things, and see things that i would commonly i react upon. just so when i decided to keep things for myself, i hid everything in my pandora's box, when all the rage and some mischievous upbeats soar up.
i closed it in my heart because i want to live happily, and peacefully. but. i don't understand why. i don't see the point. and i can't get in the world of fakeness, hypocrisy & confusion. what is it that SOME people really want to happen? they're recklessly starting a brawl, don't you think? i think. i believe. and even if a person would ask him/herself, that person would really want to have the RIGHT to share in their thoughts or opinions. but why? why can't SOME people accept somebody else's?
jealously is nowhere in sight, im happy the way i am and the person i have become. thank you. so why get in the way for the Nth time? once i say i'm fine -- i really am fine. when i say it's over -- it's over. why dig in, again? what's the purpose?
hatred & grudge is also not a thing. it's not in me, not in my system. i brutally am ME. but when someone brutally hits on me, the longest issue it would stay in my head would be a week. it won't be forgotten, yeah, by just a click, but it doesn't linger on.
we get criticized as often as we don't like it, and that's a fact. but those are not signs of weakness, or something u can tell the up high to cast a curse on those who hit you. even if somehow i would want to impose that one should not scatter the matter, but hey, that's your freedom of right. so go on. just my point -- why can't u handle it yourself and FACE with all courage the person you have to settle issues with? hmm..
oh well.. you just can't please everybody all the time, but.. talk what you preach ;p
smile.
have a happy life.
be pretty.
be gorgeous.
be awesome.
live life.
reach up to your dreams.
don't hold on.
have your own personal strength.
and -- LEARN.
i hope this would be the last.
WATCH OUT you stalker!!!
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
disgusting
nevertheless,
rats.
have always been NOT a friend of mine.
hahaha ;p
who finds them cute?
maybe the lil white mice.
but, NO, not RATS.
they're petrifying!
horrible lil creatures.
they've always freaked me out since i was a kid.
and henceforth, the glorious MedHouse days at room 16.
their squeak is an oddity of monstrosity.
and yesterday, while i was on an invigilate mode to see what's new with my lolo's apovel lot, i saw a huge lil scalawag. urgh! i screamed to death, and have the carpenters look after IT. im no killer. but i just don't want to see that lil brute rascal in our yard. so they did what they can, and wrapped him in the cement bag. the lil brute was screaming to death as well. and after the long hours of trying to escape, he finally said -- "i rest in peace."
sorry.
but.
he's NOT a friend, and never will.
rats.
have always been NOT a friend of mine.
hahaha ;p
who finds them cute?
maybe the lil white mice.
but, NO, not RATS.
they're petrifying!
horrible lil creatures.
they've always freaked me out since i was a kid.
and henceforth, the glorious MedHouse days at room 16.
their squeak is an oddity of monstrosity.
and yesterday, while i was on an invigilate mode to see what's new with my lolo's apovel lot, i saw a huge lil scalawag. urgh! i screamed to death, and have the carpenters look after IT. im no killer. but i just don't want to see that lil brute rascal in our yard. so they did what they can, and wrapped him in the cement bag. the lil brute was screaming to death as well. and after the long hours of trying to escape, he finally said -- "i rest in peace."
sorry.
but.
he's NOT a friend, and never will.
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
shut up and listen
awww.. no connection. haha 
na pukaw ko by a mere BEEP once text message received. and i couldn't get my dreamy mode back. after half an hour when Bobot called, i got perked up again. and now.. past 2 hours. im am so UP and about. rar. and so i said i should get more sleep. i doomed. oh well.
this is another TAGged thing, but i don't want to Tag anybody this time. they freak out. you freak out. ayaw sad oi. pareho ra ang cheekabells nato ug Blog things. imagine lang. haha. *shush!* so i got this from my blogspot, yet again.
The rule says:
Remove one (1) question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag eight (8) people on your list. List them out at the end of this post.
1. What's a phrase you can say perfectly in another language, and what does it mean? (English and your mother tongue do not count!)
==> GUA AI DI. haha. perfect!
2. What color do you like most?
==> PINK.
3. What's the mostly-played song on your iPod?
==> PON DE REPLAY by Rihanna
4. Where would you like to go to the most?
==> my bedroom
5. Which part of you do you hate the most?
==> all the FLABS in the world. *rar!*
6. When you encounter a sad moment, what do you do?
==> think. blog. think. cry. think. pray. think. laugh. think. blog. think. ICE CREAM!!!
7. What do you think of Chompoo? Is she trying to brainwash u with TVXQ sexy pose???
==> no earth to what ur tryimg to ask. duh.
8. What do you love the most about last year (2007)?
==> i got my driver's license. i got my PRC license. i got my own car. i got my own clinic. i met new friends, and some of my old ones got kick ass better ;p ...and i travelled a lot.
9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you:
==> i have no idea who you are, but u have a great blogspot ;p
10. How do you cope with boredom?
==> MULTIPLY! blog. read emails. click click click the google toolbar.
11. What is one thing you'll never get tired of?
==> i only get tire of one thing, repetitive exhaustion of issues, so i thought were so long resolved.
12. What is your ambition?
==> to travel more. own a luxurious convertible. get married & have kids.
13. If you have one wish, what would you wish for?
==> wish that all my prayers would be answered.
14. How did you celebrate new year?
==> WAO experience. my first in more than a decade.
15. What’s your worst attitude?
==> martyrdom at its best. katangahan at some point, but hey, tanga man sad gud xa mao PLAY along nlng. haha ;p
16. If you were to get stuck inside a movie, which movie will it be?
==> A Walk To Remember.
17. What do you look forward to in 2008?
==> more travel opportunities. more medical missions. better friends at their best. more love.
18. If you were to do one bad thing and get away with it, what would it be?
==> i'd keep that to myself for now. too many PUSH THE BUTTON people sniffing.
19. If you'd be able to be with only one person whom you think is sensible to talk to, who'd be that person?
==> Bobot ;)
20. Why do people freak out like mad with issues that aren't supposed to be issues?
==> maybe because they're guilty enough to be crushed? i don't know. hehe
no Tags this time ;p
na pukaw ko by a mere BEEP once text message received. and i couldn't get my dreamy mode back. after half an hour when Bobot called, i got perked up again. and now.. past 2 hours. im am so UP and about. rar. and so i said i should get more sleep. i doomed. oh well.
this is another TAGged thing, but i don't want to Tag anybody this time. they freak out. you freak out. ayaw sad oi. pareho ra ang cheekabells nato ug Blog things. imagine lang. haha. *shush!* so i got this from my blogspot, yet again.
The rule says:
Remove one (1) question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag eight (8) people on your list. List them out at the end of this post.
1. What's a phrase you can say perfectly in another language, and what does it mean? (English and your mother tongue do not count!)
==> GUA AI DI. haha. perfect!
2. What color do you like most?
==> PINK.
3. What's the mostly-played song on your iPod?
==> PON DE REPLAY by Rihanna
4. Where would you like to go to the most?
==> my bedroom
5. Which part of you do you hate the most?
==> all the FLABS in the world. *rar!*
6. When you encounter a sad moment, what do you do?
==> think. blog. think. cry. think. pray. think. laugh. think. blog. think. ICE CREAM!!!
7. What do you think of Chompoo? Is she trying to brainwash u with TVXQ sexy pose???
==> no earth to what ur tryimg to ask. duh.
8. What do you love the most about last year (2007)?
==> i got my driver's license. i got my PRC license. i got my own car. i got my own clinic. i met new friends, and some of my old ones got kick ass better ;p ...and i travelled a lot.
9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you:
==> i have no idea who you are, but u have a great blogspot ;p
10. How do you cope with boredom?
==> MULTIPLY! blog. read emails. click click click the google toolbar.
11. What is one thing you'll never get tired of?
==> i only get tire of one thing, repetitive exhaustion of issues, so i thought were so long resolved.
12. What is your ambition?
==> to travel more. own a luxurious convertible. get married & have kids.
13. If you have one wish, what would you wish for?
==> wish that all my prayers would be answered.
14. How did you celebrate new year?
==> WAO experience. my first in more than a decade.
15. What’s your worst attitude?
==> martyrdom at its best. katangahan at some point, but hey, tanga man sad gud xa mao PLAY along nlng. haha ;p
16. If you were to get stuck inside a movie, which movie will it be?
==> A Walk To Remember.
17. What do you look forward to in 2008?
==> more travel opportunities. more medical missions. better friends at their best. more love.
18. If you were to do one bad thing and get away with it, what would it be?
==> i'd keep that to myself for now. too many PUSH THE BUTTON people sniffing.
19. If you'd be able to be with only one person whom you think is sensible to talk to, who'd be that person?
==> Bobot ;)
20. Why do people freak out like mad with issues that aren't supposed to be issues?
==> maybe because they're guilty enough to be crushed? i don't know. hehe
no Tags this time ;p
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
*rar!*
*rar!*
....is. forever gone. alright guys? zipppp! cut in the throat. delete! erase. hehe .. well, i did it for some reason i sensed it leaked somehow. i don't know why & i don't know how it happened. but i know it kinda did.. i'm tired and overly exhausted of the issue. so im draining it out of my system. i want to be numb about it from this day, forward ;p i think, yet, the best way to get through. there are just too many people. too crowded. i feel suffocated. and now, it's time to breathe.. hopefully, of a fresher air. and i think i'm loving the feeling of being in an isolated world, where i could choose to be with people who i know are trustworthy enough to be my real friends. i'm not saying i don't trust you no more --- but i just choose to zip it. my bubble wrap bursted out of confusion and rage. and i don't want that to happen, ever again. so, for myself to be free of worry and doubts -- i choose to be numb. ice. freezer. snow. numb. leprosy. numb. numb. numb. i don't hate anybody. i just want to be numb. *wah!* too much hypocrisy could kill. haha. and it's just not circulating. sensitivity kills bad too. believe me. so i would rather be numb than feel everything. Oh dear Lord. we've talked about it. yeah? pride is the chicken to which a dog could not swallow. but i'm not a dog. haha. yeah. so i choose to be numb. . .a root canaled tooth at that. but not discolored. haha. *numb!*
....is. forever gone. alright guys? zipppp! cut in the throat. delete! erase. hehe .. well, i did it for some reason i sensed it leaked somehow. i don't know why & i don't know how it happened. but i know it kinda did.. i'm tired and overly exhausted of the issue. so im draining it out of my system. i want to be numb about it from this day, forward ;p i think, yet, the best way to get through. there are just too many people. too crowded. i feel suffocated. and now, it's time to breathe.. hopefully, of a fresher air. and i think i'm loving the feeling of being in an isolated world, where i could choose to be with people who i know are trustworthy enough to be my real friends. i'm not saying i don't trust you no more --- but i just choose to zip it. my bubble wrap bursted out of confusion and rage. and i don't want that to happen, ever again. so, for myself to be free of worry and doubts -- i choose to be numb. ice. freezer. snow. numb. leprosy. numb. numb. numb. i don't hate anybody. i just want to be numb. *wah!* too much hypocrisy could kill. haha. and it's just not circulating. sensitivity kills bad too. believe me. so i would rather be numb than feel everything. Oh dear Lord. we've talked about it. yeah? pride is the chicken to which a dog could not swallow. but i'm not a dog. haha. yeah. so i choose to be numb. . .a root canaled tooth at that. but not discolored. haha. *numb!*
Isaiah 35
God Will Comfort His People
vv4 Say to people who are frightened,
"Be strong. Don't be afraid.
Look, your God will come,
and He will punish your enemies.
He will make them pay for the wrongs they did,
but He will save you."
vv8 A road will be there;
this highway will be called "The Road to Being Holy."
Evil people will not be allowed to walk on that road;
only good people will walk on it.
No fools will go on it.
vv10 the people the Lord has freed will return there.
They will enter Jerusalem with joy,
and their happiness will last forever.
Their gladness and joy will fill them completely,
and sorrow and sadness will go far away.
vv4 Say to people who are frightened,
"Be strong. Don't be afraid.
Look, your God will come,
and He will punish your enemies.
He will make them pay for the wrongs they did,
but He will save you."
vv8 A road will be there;
this highway will be called "The Road to Being Holy."
Evil people will not be allowed to walk on that road;
only good people will walk on it.
No fools will go on it.
vv10 the people the Lord has freed will return there.
They will enter Jerusalem with joy,
and their happiness will last forever.
Their gladness and joy will fill them completely,
and sorrow and sadness will go far away.
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