a month after

Bobot just arrived back in his hometown, an hour ago. He woke me up just to say a few words.. I've never felt his love for me this sweet for a long time.

It's been a month since he left (june 04) and he came back for a day trip (july 4) to visit me and to get his salary bonus. We didn't have a good start, coz he surprised me and made me panic in fetching him.. (enuf)... but he sure did patched things up later. We just had a few hours together, as i was busy in the clinic, trying to make some money. And after that, i ate super late lunch at 4pm.. Then we visited my future clinic site, as it was under construction. Then just right on time, my dad called and we picked him up. While waiting, we strolled around my Dad's campus.. then we went back to the clinic to get the things we left, and we headed home. I was saddened when he told my dad he's leaving at 7pm. I asked him to stay a bit longer, but he said he has to leave a bit early coz he has class by the thursday morning.. hayyy.. when we got home, we were just at the couch, and we talked about financial blessings and future plans. I showed him my wishlist and we both browsed onto something that we pray would grow.

just a few minutues in the couch, talking, giggling and cuddling.. was a indeed a great moment. as if the time was not running fast. my dad asked him to eat early dinner so he can get on the bus on time. but he said "later nlng." at the back of my mind, i wished he'll stay longer pa..

after a while, he stood up and asked if he could take a shower. So i accompanied him to my room but later decided to go to my brothers' bathroom. I got to clean a stain on his shirt pa. hehe. all freshened up, he was ready to go.. but i asked him to eat dinner first.. so we did.. and we had a great time in the dining, with my dad and our guest Mitch Hoffman from Cali, a Polish/Jew/Russian/American breed. we spent an hour talking about Nursing career and fruits. Odd. But it made me feel so happy as he got to stay a bit longer than expected. but 9pm came. and he had to really get it going..

so we packed up. and flew. i drove him to the Bus terminal at Agora (accompanied by Tita Ling, by his request so i would not drive alone, since it's raining and it's late night na). i was a bit teary eyed, but i held it back. But he dropped a tear.. oh no! then we bid g'bye.. i stayed and didn't move yet til he calls and says he's ok na. when he did, 10minutes later, i started the engine and headed home. Usually, when he calls, he'd put the phone down after a minute but what happened last night was, he wanted to talk to me still til i reach home... *ahhhhwwww* sweet! that was what i was dreaming for.. and made it come true this time. .. and we continued on texting each other til his signal went off. tired, but felt giddy. i slept with my day clothes on, my laptop on, my lights on..and my door so wide open! i didn't realize i got knocked out til i heard my phone rang.. it's 3am. he called to say he just got home, and that he felt so happy to see me. *ahwww!* sweet. he'd never done than in months. and i honestly didn't expect that to happen. but it happened.. *ahhwwww!* seems like yesterday. seems like we went back to our first year together.. so sweet.. i can't get over at what's happening. im so overwhelmed. haayyy..

i miss Bobot so much.
i now learned that he loves me more than what i have thought of. he just knew how to make the timing. and of course, i did my part of not being a brat.

i pray that we'd be together, forever. may God bless us both with our chosen paths and blessed careers in life. distance won't be and never would be a hindrance to flourishing love.