blind item.

What is wrong with you people?
Or should I say…
“Is there something wrong with me?”

OMG! I don’t understand what I’m feeling right now. I feel so betrayed, (|biˈtrā| be disloyal to) abused (|əˈbyoōz| use (something) to bad effect or for a bad purpose; misuse) and much more negative and unexplainable words that keep on flying in my mind. It’s so baffling!!! So mysterious! I just don’t understand why there so sooooooo soooo many people who are there for the GOOD TIMES and WHEN THEY NEED HELP. And when you need them, they don’t show up or even have a heart to be felt. What kind of human beings do you guys consider yourself?!?! Friendly - USERS, huh!?!?! Such “friends” you call yourselves. *hhmmmpppfffttt!* I am so sick of your bogus faces. Sad, but SO TRUE!

FRIEND XY49##
“word of mouth fever”
I so hate broken promises. I just cannot stand the fact that some people cannot be trusted, even 90% with the words they utter.

Back in early days, I so look up to this so called “friend” because she seem to be so HONEST about everything. There was even a time when I thought she was a little dumb for asking some DUH!? questions but I realized how amazing she was because she was so innocently honest about it. I so admired her for that because she didn’t think oddly about what/how people would react to her “innocence.” But as months have passed, some other shades of the grayscale become so apparent now. When I see her or even think about her, I battle between hating her or continue on being so patient and tolerant with her. I believe she knows how I feel already. But I kept on holding on. Because I considered her as a FRIEND. A real one. But now I’m totally confused, befuddled and perplexed. She seem to slip away by herself. She have been such a snob to me. And that’s what struck me the most. I got so furious thinking about how she reacted to the situation. Instead of being sweet, I am so raged in “resentment” that I could not believe that she could be such a naïve child-like person. How could she retort this way!?

I do not understand her anymore. I weighed on the scales. Who should be the snob, who should be hurt, and who should be the one smiling. Who’s who? Well I don’t want to know. But I thought about it for quite some time already. And I honestly am so damn angry about my insights! NASUYA KO!!! I’m sooooo sooo envy! I can feel and breathe that she keeps on avoiding me! And that’s what made me ANGRY now. I can’t help it. Haller?! SIYA PA NAY GANA MASUKO NAKO!?!?! She should be ASHAMED of herself! She gets on my nerves! My blood’s boiling. My mind’s boggled.

Oh c’mon! STAND UP! I’m tired of being so nice to you!!! Maka suya gyud ka! Maka suya ang everything that you’re doing to me right now. Come to think about it ra gud! Kinsa ba ang nay atraso!? Tapos ikaw pa ang snob snob nako? And I lighten up, smile and laugh while everyone else notices you’re sad and depressed and down in the dumps aura and make their sentiments to you!?!?!?! Oh c’mon! Nasuya gyud ko. NASUYA KO!

Forgive me for saying all these. I just can’t help it. I kept on protecting you. I kept on protecting the “friendship” that we have. But what are you doing to me?!?! You’re rejecting my offers. You’ve been such a snob to me. It’s as if I’m the bad person in this case. I am so hurt. So so hurt! You have set your foot down on me. And I can’t take that. I guess you have to plunk up and get up now before we all drown.

To YOU! Please be MATURE enough to handle the situation. And do not act as if you’d want to run away.

I am patient, but I have limitations too.
I am kind and understanding, but I hate being lied to.
I hate broken promises.
A word of mouth is like a written contract.
Get up.
Stand up.
Handle the situation sensibly and prudently.
TALK TO ME!
And don’t be such a SNOB!